Lung Cancer

I feel numb. I can't think clearly. I don't want to think. I don't want to go through this ....again.
Still many questions unanswered..questions I don't want to ask..and answers I don't want to face.

O the deep, deep love of Jesus, vast, unmeasured,

boundless, free!

Rolling as a mighty ocean in its fullness over me!

Underneath me,

all around me, is the current of Thy love

Leading onward, leading homeward to Thy

glorious rest above!

O the deep, deep love of Jesus, spread His praise from shore

to shore!

How He loveth, ever loveth, changeth never, nevermore!

How He watches

o'er His loved ones, died to call them all His own;

How for them He intercedeth,

watcheth o'er them from the throne!

O the deep, deep love of Jesus, 'tis a heav'n

of heav'ns to me

And it lifts me up to glory, for it lifts me up to

Thee!

~~~~Oh Lord, I pray, speak directly to my Daddy's heart! Go to him in his dreams Lord Jesus..speak to him and let him know You are there with open arms. I pray he will turn to You. Amen.~~~~

Lord your works are so wonderful. Your mighty hand holds high the heavens, holds back the sea..and releases the winds upon the earth. We turn and turn from you..and deny you even exist, yet your love is so deep..you chastise..and then forgive..over and over..your arms are always wide open as soon as we repent of our pride and release our bitter hearts to your healing hands.